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PostPosted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 10:07 pm 
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you thought you'd never shed a tear
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buy a ticket for the train
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this ain't no singin in the rain
this is a twister that will destroy you
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PostPosted: Wed Oct 24, 2012 8:28 pm 
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Location: Let's storm this battlefield one last time~!
STELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~!!

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PostPosted: Wed Oct 24, 2012 8:29 pm 
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if you're referencing what i'm thinking of, then that's exactly what we named her for :)

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buy a ticket for the train
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PostPosted: Wed Oct 24, 2012 10:42 pm 
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PostPosted: Sat Nov 17, 2012 10:07 am 
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My niece and her mother lost all of their possessions and their home when their apartments went up in a fire last night (the fire started in the apartment above theirs). Lucky they're alive and well, but they don't have anything except what they managed to get out.

It broke my heart to hear my niece ask if she could go home to get her favorite cup. How do you tell a three year-old she just lost her home.


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PostPosted: Sat Nov 17, 2012 11:29 am 
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That's so sad.


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PostPosted: Sat Nov 17, 2012 1:45 pm 
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Oh Jesus. I'm so sorry honey....

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PostPosted: Sat Nov 17, 2012 2:35 pm 
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That is awful... If there's anything worse than bad things happening to good people, it's bad things happening to children.

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Thank you, Beef, for your donation. You have no idea how much I appreciate it. My family is very important to me, and knowing people are there to help when needed is wonderful.


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PostPosted: Sat Nov 17, 2012 11:14 pm 
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It's small, but it's sincere. I hope it helps.

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PostPosted: Mon Dec 24, 2012 11:46 am 
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Came down to Cath's place for Christmas. Feeling like more of a stranger than the friends my brother invites over. Constant sense of anxiety, sometimes with a source, sometimes without one. Dreading the rest of break for being such a bleak feeling holidays, and dreading it being over because I'll have to get back to work towards a degree that I have no clue if I can finish, or what to do with. Terrified that I've somehow fucked things up with the boyfriend, for various whiny reasons I wont go on about. Continuously down about my prospects of ever being happy with who I am. Haven't had a good cry in weeks, despite this somehow. Just pulled an all nighter because I realized early on that I had no chance of sleeping.

Ches is not feeling very well, and has nobody to throw whiny first world problems at but TT. Ches is giving serious thought to self medicating at this point. Ches is going to end this post and hope there are no errands to run today so Ches can sleep through the entire day uninterrupted.

Ches is editing with the realization that this post is following a conversation about the home of a small girl burning down. Ches deeply apologizes for the whiplash in the degree of severity between posts.

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PostPosted: Mon Dec 24, 2012 10:04 pm 
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You know Ches, just because your situation isn't as severe as Vaughn's post doesn't make it any less heart wrenching for you. I'm so sorry that you are having these feelings (regardless of who is causing them, for whatever reason). I sincerely hope that you get a bit of downtime to just reflect on yourself and know what a great person you are. Despite the difference, know that we all love you.


On a semi related note, I was driving home from work today to see an entire apartment complex on fire. It broke my heart and made my Christmas just a little dreary, knowing that some people's holidays and potentially lives, are ruined like that. It kind of gives you pause to be thankful for the little things.

I love you guys, and I hope you have happy holidays.

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PostPosted: Thu Dec 27, 2012 1:49 pm 
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Thanks for the nice words, Caustic. I realize how stupidly vague pretty much everything I said there was, so the fact that you came up with anything to say at all was pretty great of you.

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PostPosted: Thu Dec 27, 2012 2:22 pm 
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Aww, i only say it because its the truth. <3

And I had meant to say "despite the DISTANCE" darn it.

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PostPosted: Fri Jan 04, 2013 3:58 am 
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<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> Cass practically confessed to me the other night.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> Response pending.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> I said we'd talk when I get home.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> But yeah, that happened.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> I'll talk to her and we'll work out
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> You're so far.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> So far away.that's what's tough
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> But we'll talk thoroughly when I get back
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> You and i
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> Sorry, that sounded serious
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> I don't plan to split up with you
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> Don't decide what is and isn't fair, yet.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> If I decide to love you, then it's fair.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> Anyway, I have to run.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> Don't be so doom and gloom.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> Like I said, we'll talk
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> And I'll never fully leave you.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> We'll meet someday, even if we wind up parting ways
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> I want to live a life with you close by.
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> So don't worry. I might end up taking Cass to bridge the time between our moving in together
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> And get some experience along the way
<CHES'SBOYFRIEND> Anyway, we'll discuss things later.


There's a given point where you realize there isn't a single person in the world for whom it wouldn't be best if you just disappeared.


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PostPosted: Fri Jan 04, 2013 9:20 pm 
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Ches I empathize with you. It's awful to have something between two people that feels special and right and maybe even sacred, and have the other person treat it like it's no big deal to go running off with someone else. It hurts and it feels like you mean nothing to anybody--at least anyone whose opinion you care about. But listen when I say that there are other things that make your life worth living and worth sharing with other people. The assholes who do this type of thing to people will do the same thing the rest of their lives...and that's not the kind of person who I think you are looking for.

Don't give up, bud. Every dog has its day.

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PostPosted: Fri Jan 04, 2013 10:06 pm 
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That guy's idea of what being in love with someone means and my idea of what being in love with someone means are pretty different.

I think you need to ditch that guy and maybe, I dunno work out or something. Get a new haircut? Buy some new clothes? Do something to make yourself feel better on a surface level. You need to move on from this - this guy seems like bad news and he isn't treating your feelings/needs as even close to on an equal level to his feelings/needs. Very immature behavior. Not good long term mate material IMO.


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PostPosted: Fri Jan 04, 2013 11:59 pm 
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There's a given point where you realize there isn't a single person in the world for whom it wouldn't be best if you just disappeared.


To be fair Ches, I don't think anyone here could honestly say their life was worse with you in it. Some might even prefer you in it. I know that might be the greatest comfort now, but its true.

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 05, 2013 4:25 am 
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That guy's idea of what being in love with someone means and my idea of what being in love with someone means are pretty different.

I think you need to ditch that guy and maybe, I dunno work out or something. Get a new haircut? Buy some new clothes? Do something to make yourself feel better on a surface level. You need to move on from this - this guy seems like bad news and he isn't treating your feelings/needs as even close to on an equal level to his feelings/needs. Very immature behavior. Not good long term mate material IMO.


Yea, I should probably clarify (like i did earlier in the irc) that I had told him in the past that I was probably not worth waiting for if there were other girls. Makes it seem a bit less drastic. Honestly, I'm sort of being terrible by being so shocked when he finally suggested it himself, even just as a maybe in between thing.

He really isn't just another guy I can toss aside, though, we're similar in so many ways that would be impossible to find anywhere, are both totally honest in ways I've never been with other people, and are still totally into each other in a way that I'd probably have to look for the rest of my life to find. Doesn't hurt that we both share niche interests on top of that, too. Despite my drastic freakout fuckup in response to all this, he's still been pretty calm and rational, to the point where I feel like a bit of a fool.

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